"Some song I was writing" By Luis Porraz

I'm sitting here in darkness and I don't know what to do

The shadows are consuming me I wish I could get through

When I think it's over I keep thinking of you

What did you do, what did you do to me

Again and again I try to pretend your words are illusions

Trying to drown out your ways of causing intrusions

But I can't help me

But I can't help me

Sometimes I lose myself in you 

Never wanting to find a way back 

What stops me? what's holding me down?

These thoughts are like quicksand 

Swallowing every motion I make 

Suffocating each and every inch of my body 

Depression is the only branch in reach 

With sadness as my only savior 

I've lost all taste in this world 

Now all I have to savor are my memories 

Because the present and I are enemies 

So many things I tried to say 

But I'm always in a rush 

To get away from you 

Just know its not your fault and it will never be

The distances between us and it is a must 

To keep my sanity 

To dream my fantasies 

To miss my family 

So I can let you see

What's right with me

What's right with me